Shades

[Verse 1]
Save me, Father
I can't get along
With all these people
It's got me mad and I'm up bad
And that's it all of the time

I can't do this
Without a heartbeat
The devil's turning me to its knees
And venom is burning deep
Inside my ribs tonight

[Pre-Chorus]
I can't feel my lungs
They're filling up with fire
I keep my head down low
But I keep getting higher
They told me to hide my pain
So I swallowed every spark

[Chorus]
With a twist of my luck
Every day feels like a nightmare
I keep waking up right there
Save me, Father
Save me, Father
I'm not fine, I'm not fine

[Verse 2]
I wear my shame
Behind the shades I wear each day
I dress up nice
So I don't have to think
About the way that things were

'Cause every laugh
Feels like a knife in the room
And every hand I shake
Leaves a bruise I can't explain
When I get home

[Pre-Chorus]
I can't feel my lungs
They're filling up with fire
I keep my head down low
But I keep getting higher
They told me to hide my pain
So I swallowed every spark

[Chorus]
With a twist of my luck 
Every day feels like a nightmare
I keep waking up right there
Save me, Father
Save me, Father
I'm not fine, I'm not fine

[Bridge]
If I break, let it break
Right where you can find me
If I crawl, let me crawl
Till the dark has to leave me
I don't need a mask to hide my shame
I don't need the pretty lie

[Final Chorus]
With a twist of my luck 
Every day feels like a nightmare
I keep waking up right there
Save me, Father
Save me, Father
I'm not fine, I'm not fine