Falling through

I feel like I’m falling through, you can’t stop it now, there is nothing more anyone can do
I’m on the brink, on the edge, I want to die in your arms, your holding me tight, loving me all the way through

I’m falling floor by floor, off the skyscraper so tall, it would take years to fall to the bottom of, whatever hell of a, world I’m livin in, but at least I’m with you, and in your dreams we’d be fallin together but it’s too late cuz your best friend is the one that had pushed me off, you tried to stop him but you were just a pawn in his game. Another one one of his stupid plays. I’ve been played. 

Why are you blind to his stupid games. It’s time to rebel to fight back. The floor is breaking and it’s all your fault, you got me caught. I was just trying to save your stupid guts from the player, you caught his attention and ratted me out, causing him to lash out. So now that I’m fallin, and there’s nothin to grasp, and it’s all my fault in the end. 

Now I’m overthinking all my life choices, sobbing alone in my room 
Blaming myself for everything that has ever gone wrong
Wishing I could stop falling
Wishing my dreams would come true
Wishing I wasn’t such a freak
Wishing that I was like you
I wanna set this fucked up world on fire-just to see the looks on their faces 
Just to hear their horrified screams and watch their home burn down.